Oil on canvas, 16”x20”

This self-portrait was painted during a time of immense chaos. It captures a moment of retreat, a turning inward in an effort to block out the noise. With my eyes closed, I’m not inviting the viewer in through a gaze. Instead, they’re left to observe quietly, as I listen inward, disappear, and surrender to stillness.

The slightly parted lips and closed eyes evoke silence. Despite the minimal elements…no open eyes, no background, no overt expression, the painting speaks volumes.

The brushwork is smooth but not overly blended, allowing each stroke to remain present and intentional. The limited palette of soft neutrals, rose tones, and gentle shadows contributes to the contemplative mood. It’s a portrait of inward focus, of surrender through stillness.